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First of, i am suppose to be resting or studying now. BUT.
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Nowadays, I am sleeping more than i should be. With 24 hours, i should only be allowed 3 hours of sleep. The rest should be spent wisely on my projects. I have 3 projects due on the same date, next week. Believe it! I am so screwed.
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Not only am i a mess due to the projects. Adding to my woes, i have to work. SUSHI TEI. I had no intentions to begin "my career" yet. But, opportunity came knocking on my doors. It will be the dumbest move to reject it. Now, i am stuck with 2 projects and 2 days of work for my weekend. I wonder again, am i the fool?
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Upcoming weeks will be the busiest period of the semester. After crossing the hell deadlines, i have to hibernate in the library for 9 consecutive days. Hibernation will prepare me for my first 2 papers on 13th of June. FRIDAY THE THIRTEEN! How much luckier can i get?
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This semester taught me much. I learnt the need to GET A LIFE in aussie! Though i do not lead a totally colour-less life here. But somehow i realised that if i had lived my life to the fullest, i might not suffer that much. The sufferings came from dozens of sources. Note: One of the source, brought me to the deepest end of hell.
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So. Instincts of survival prompted the works of "D" and "I" from the D.I.S.C model. I went all out to ensure that every minute of sem 2 2008 will be well spent. I got myself a job. I got myself a spot in COMSOC. I got myself 5 days of school. I got myself a partner for the aerobic classes. Is it enough to push you out of my mind? Or is it enough to make myself go bonkers?
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On a more positive note. I am returning back soon. Days ago, I dreamt of walking down the aisle of far east plaza and marina square. Soon, i will be physically breezing down the paths. This time, one month ONLY. Its not sufficient but i am grateful. I love my family. Aw... "link?"
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Side note: the following content may sound foreign to most. I almost gave up today. The ups and downs drained much of me away. I typed it out yet it was saved it in drafts instead. I realized that everything went down the drain. Your right, it takes time. Time heals everything. Do not hurt myself. It is STUPID. When will things be right?
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I believe what you said. You tend to appreciate those whom are not within your grasp. I am sorry.
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I am there, are you?
♥ I'm still missing...
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