This post is specially for YOU:



i have been living my days well.
However, you always love to crush it.


I was told off, for not bothering to call for the past 2 days.
Bearing in mind that you made no efforts either.
This is not the usual me but you turned me this way.
I told you, i am no longer the same.

You got pissed / disappointed.
You made me understood the meaning of guilt.
Therefore, I apologised though i know deep down that you had no rights.
Yet you answered me with " i am busy" and "DO NOT BOTHER ME".

Why?
CAUSE "I AM WATCHING A SHOW ON CRUNCHY ROLL!".

Hilarious ain't i ?
I have been made a fool again.
I tried to shut myself from getting anymore wounds from you.
Yet again and again, i failed.
Failed to such miserable extend, that i got hurt cause of crunchyroll.

Crunchyroll can be paused.
My feelings can't.
If i can, i will move on.
Move on to somewhere that i see no signs of you.
Somewhere that allow me to lay in the arms of one whom love me more.

Here i go again.
Crying over such stupid things you do to me.
If this is your form of love, i wish to be alone.
i wish but yet i still can't.

I regret.






I made a mistake.