I tend to be weak. Afraid of so many things. Afraid of being alone. Afraid of being me. So much fear lives in me now.
Since when, did i change to this me? I wasn't like this in the past. I was strong. I had my opinions. I was never afraid of falling down. Yes, i was afriad of being alone. But now. i am afriad of almost everything. I am even afraid of being myself. Afraid that being myself would lose everything.
Whats the everything? Is these everything, really my everything? Or the everything that i thought it is. I am confused.