Illusion.


It has been a week filled with dilemma.
I had been wondering so much about returning home.

Is it worth it?
Are you worth it?
Will it be a waste?
Should i follow my heart or logic?
Will you be there for me?
Will you all be there?
Singapore airlines or British Airways?
991 vs 1077 ?
Now or later?

So many questions, so many phone calls.
Today, it all came to an end.
Efforts all went down the drain.
A simple answer solved everything.


Why is it not there yet?
I was so looking forward to your reaction.
Not only was the surprise ruin, it now starts to worry me.
Once gone, its gone forever.
Come on post office!
You will fulfill my wants right?!


Sometimes you just get on my nerves.
You too.




When will it end?