My own space.
Its been long since i had such a change.
I realised i am still the same.
I need my own time after all.
Tho i do not need much, but i still need certain part of it.

Been mugging.
Tho not extremely hardworking.
But harder than usual.
Although harder than usual, but i still feel unprepared.
Feel that time is totally insufficient.
Every moment, i will be thinking of my books.

Even in my dreams.
I dreamt all about differentiation and integration last night.
Perhaps it was due to 6 hours of QMA.
It was an alien.
Though i am able to do much of the quiz now, i still feel unprepared.

I do wonder if i am giving myself undue stress and pressure.
But!
I think i need it.
If not, i will be handling the last minute issues again.
Not exactly that i am not on last minute doings now but...

Arghz.
I am overly-stressed.
I need to do well.
Well do not mean distinctions.
I am just aiming for credits for all my modules.
I really hope to achieve it.


Next sem.
I must be more than just a credit student.
Now that i know how my life should works here.
I will be a better STUDENT next sem.
No longer the NORY i was.
*What crap did i just typed?*

Just casual thoughts.
"Have any of your tutors emailed you to inform you that the grade (that totally made you freaked out) was wrong? "
Goodness.
UNSW you "roxs"!
I seriously wonder, should i be happy or pissed?

I have so much holiday plans.
22nd November. I love this date.

Muackz!





Am i a substitute?