I never tot this dae will come. As in to such an extend. That it just keeps rolling down my cheeks. I was caught my surprise with my own emotions.
The spark: the talk on sheryl's b'dae. It just makes me feel the need of you guys' presence on my 21st b'dae. We have all been longing for this day to come. So much talks, so much excitement. Yet i am missing out on so much. It really suxs. Suxs... I could not explain the frustrations and disappointments.
However, smile lit up. When i was offered a chance to be with you guys on my b'dae. So much so, that just the tot of it, makes me so excited. My wish: uniform party at macs! How possible is possible? Is it really a reality? When theres hope, theres disappointment no?
However. One strong issue holding me back: I hope to have my party here with you too. But. The people here aren't enough to justify for the loss of my friends' presence. They are too much to be missed. However, no plans are confirmed yet. So... If i am not here. I will def be here to celebrate urs for ya.
Todae: Went to ikea. Got lots of his stuffs. His going to have his "space"? Happy little boy ain't you?
Got lots of sauces! Whats with the "president milk / whipping cream"??? They dun sell it! Shall source for the alternative soon. Missing the meatballs already...
Happie 21st b'dae sheryl! Long live to our friendship. Next target: bridesmaid!
