Am i a fool?

I should be studying but yet...
I am wasting time on stupid actions.

You made me a fool.

I thought you will be there for me.
But no.
I had to find consoles within myself.
Ain't i obvious enough?
You always made me feel so suffocated.
I took the step.
So much i wanted to say.
But... everything was left unspoken.

Am i selfish like what you claimed?

Perhaps i am.
But you know who i was from the very start.
How others treat me?
Formed what i am today.
Whats definition of selfish to you: everything about myself?
You accused me of stuffs that i had not done.
And you know i hate to be accused.

Do you have to go to the extend of doing that?
Its my life.
Like what someone told ya before, " do i have to report to you?"
I never like been restricted.

What if i cannot be what you want me to be?
I haf no intentions to go official.


Guilty.