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Thursday, June 28, 2007

UNSWAsia gathering at ZOuk!?
What a gathering.
I see none.
Everyone was scattered everywhere.

I ended up hopping ard everywhere.
And thats shitty.
I wasted half of my time trying to locate people and squeeze in and out of everywhere.
Its so so disgusting.
Everytime if i head for a club with more than one group, my night is always thrashed.
Not only that, last night was one of the worse i have seen.
Sardines.
Its real real bad.
The crowd??? like hundred times more than usual
This implies that my foot was stepped hundred times more than usual too!
Ew!
Last night.... Arghz, agony.

Groups of the night:

1. My girls.
I love the idea that you all are there.
Especially you.
I miss those times when we headed out for clubs.
But kindly, look after yourself. Drinking is not your forte.
Someone was real colorful yst!
Met a new girl too.

2. UNSWAsia people / Guys
I saw a few of the girls for moments before i totally lost them for the night.
Ivan, darren, Andrew, Clement.
They looked so funny trying to learn the game.
Esp darren, since i haven seen him open up to me before. Not to even mention less than 3 sentences we ever communicated. Glad.
Clement. He was so lost in the beginning. Almost disappeared? (waiting for call?)
Had my share of fun with them.
But. Crowd again.
O ya. This group really hate the crowd.

3. Fabain and gang
Ok.
The wonderful part: The table!
I love the fact that i have my own space for the day.
Tho drinking was one of the complimentary gift that came with the table.
Fabian really looked like he cared for Rui.
His a nice big guy. Ha.
O. and the so called birthday boy too.
But his comments on her, Bleahz. such a turn off.

Conclusion:
Yucky. Another try soon perhaps?

Perm hair verdict?

♥ I'm still missing...

2:20 PM

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

I am so over with my exams.
Goodie!
Hope that i did well.

Now i am still left with one essay before i complete my entire journey with UNSWAsia.
In fact from now on , i never have to step into UNSWAsia again.

Happiness!
Happy that we are back to the past.
Happy that we are still there for each other.
Happy that we din change much.
Happy that we won xxxxxxx.
I love you rui. Muackz!

I have so much to do for the upcoming days.
A short trip
A TP (only one for the rest of my life)
A acer visit
A sony vist
A shopping trip for winter clothes
A trip to get all necessary stuffs
A meeting with every favourite ppl of my life
A ...
A ...
A...
A...

So much stuffs to do but i am only left with so little time.
How i wish i have more time here.
I really hope.

Call me people.

♥ I'm still missing...

3:17 AM

Monday, June 25, 2007

The last paper of the UNSWAsia will be on Tues.
Followed by a student party.
I wonder how does it feel when i step to that place for the ever last time it exist?
I do not really feel the sadness that most are feeling.
Perhaps the reality has not hit me that hard yet.
Or perhaps i know that i will still have everyone whom i care for by my side in Sydney.
Though there are some that i will not see.

The reality of me departing from this place seems to be slowly slipping in now.
I had a hard fall when i first know the news.
Fortunately, i had someone together with me in this whole espoide. (I am not alone.)
From the flight, to UNSW adminstrative stuffs, to accommodation, to bank a/cs, etc...
This pushed me towards the positive side.
It made me look forward to the "new" life there.

But i seem to be falling back again, recently.
The thought that i could not see those who i wish to see, as and when i wish to...
The thought that i could not call those who i wish to hear, as and when i wish to...
Just makes me feel....

Two rejections.
One more to go.
I once asked him, "what do you think of my chance of getting in?"
Even him told me its slim.
This hit me: I know i am going to be gone on 18th July.

To survive:
I have to be strong.
I have to learn independence for this period.
I have to keep be the usual cheery me for this show.
I have to tell myself constantly that "i-can-do-it"

I do not know how much i can depend on xx.
But I do not think xx will ever be the pillar, once promised.
He once told me, " i am not needed anymore by xx."
I believe.
Thats why i might turn to be a burden.
I learn to understand how xx feel. learn to understand how life is. learn to understand what i could take from one is no longer like the sec days.
Although i always wish that history could change but i know its naive.
I have to learn xxxxx...

Emo.

Craving for fries but some idiot who do not wish to eat ice cream alone, deprived me from my fries!

♥ I'm still missing...

12:23 AM

Saturday, June 23, 2007

Left with one last paper.
International Studies!?

Cap paper was easy cos...
Almost everyone finished the paper within an hour.
I was just pouring whatever that was in my head onto the papers.
Relevant or Irrelevant, was not a matter for me.

Yst, i finally was able to let go a sigh of relieve.
Exams are coming to an end.
Tho for a FEW people, it already ended.
To reward myself for the hard works, i went to the...
MANGO SALES!

I only went for the mango at wisma istean.
I have only bought things from there so far, since the last few years.
The other branches are always super messed up with their layouts.
The place was packed, but its usual.
But anyway.
I was hoping to get perhaps winter wear or some good bargains.
C and I picked up ard 6 - 7 pcs each. (Tho nothing really caught our eyes)
But!
At the end of near 1.5 hr, we bought NOTHING.
We left the place empty handed.
Ok why!?
I picked up a few casual tops, which turns out to be disgusting on me. if not looks cheapo due to its material.
I saw a real good bargain, a 3/4 "white-jeans" that cost only $29 bucks!!!
The design is really nice but its too big for me.
When you looked from the back, i looked as tho i have HUGE butt and thighs.
The other few items were not considerable for purchase, due to its price versus last pc relationship. Not worth!

At the end of the day, we strolled out of the store saying,
" WOW, how did she spend $300? " =)

The rest of the day was spent slacking.
Perhaps i woke up real early today, by 2am i was falling aslp outside.

Now, i have to figure something out with my IS paper.
So. Thats all.

I really can't wait for my papers to end!

♥ I'm still missing...

1:46 PM

Thursday, June 21, 2007

Svs paper down!
Hurray! should i say this is the most tedious module of all i guess.
Though i haven started on International studies.

The paper was alrighty.
I think i did pretty okay, after all the memorising work.
Most of the hard work was not of use at all tho. ARGHZ.
Although i filled all the spaces with "knowledgeable" answers....
The only problem now is whether did i write the correct stuffs under the correct question. I hope i did.
I really hope i do well to pull up the disgusting grades from svs diary....
Lars = Stuntman! (as per usual)

No more studying after that paper today.
Immediately, i had a super bad headache till now.
Think i used up too much of my brain cells.
I shall rest today although i only have ONE DAE left to prepare for CAP test on Fri.
I love tiong! Ha.

O, i went hunting for TA-MA-GOCHI today.
omg, its $29.95 bucks at toys-r-us!
Its like still as expensive as 10 years ago!
I am so tempted to get it. BUT...
Ha, and guess what. I saw a pirated one at $4.95 at a MAMA shop.
I was psychoed by a few to get that instead but i said NO TO PIRACY!
wahaha.
but, its under my consideration now.

4 exact months to my b'dae!
No more mac party, no more uniform party, no more additional chalets...
How am i feeling?

The past... I wonder...

♥ I'm still missing...

12:06 AM

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

Yesterday's was the seventh.
It was all so wonderful, tho i sacrificed some for it.
I believe its not the last.

Today's another day for svs!
Really wonder how the paper will be like.
Why Why is it not an open book!

Hope i will do well for tomorrow's paper.
I wonder am i fully prepared.
But till now, i think i am not. ARGHZ!

♥ I'm still missing...

7:04 PM

Monday, June 18, 2007

Services really takes up much of my time.
This whole experience reminds me of my poly days. Ew!
My hands: totally whobbly by the end of the night.
Even as i am typing now, i feel as tho my hands have detached itself from my body.

Two days of ....
I wanted to start off early...
But i did not expect the ending to take up so much tat i could not afford to have a head-start.
However, i do not deny that i did spend a few days fooling.
Hope everything will turns out well.

Today: Father's day.
I know his not as sensitive.
Words were not spoken, hope he understood that we appreciated.

Sydney. It just keeps coming back.

♥ I'm still missing...

1:00 AM

Saturday, June 16, 2007

NOKIA N76 !!!!

I chanced upon this phone when i was doing xxxxx.
Through the newspapers.

The moment i saw the phone. I knew that i am in love with it.
I have been looking for the "right" phone since my phone went cranky months ago.
This phone, has everything that i love. From red to 3G to slim design.
The only bad thing about it, is that its quite long-ish. Other than that, everything is so perfect.
Its quite ex tho, $598 with contract.
Hmm, i wonder where am i going to go dig for gold to purchase this "goodness" item.
Especially if i am planning to go for hols before sydney.

I received "rejection" yesterday. Another step closer to Sydney.
He was with me, when i opened it.
I could sense his disappointment.
But i am glad his accepting it, tho its claimed to be "force-fully".

ooo. i also learnt an interesting fact last night. *cheeky -look*

O ya, sorrie girls (sheryl and Ling ming)
About not being able to make it, last night.
But. like wat i told ya, once my exams over.... muahaha!
Sheryl you do not have to drag me out of my house. I will drag you out if your busy!

Ok ba. End.

http://web.nseries.com/products/n76/#l=products,n76

♥ I'm still missing...

1:07 PM

Friday, June 15, 2007

How many hours i slept? Hmmm...
I had such bad headache when i woke up.

After watching home alone II, he was super inspired to catch Richie Rich.
We headed to VideoEZ.
It was supposed to be in the "family" pile.
But! It was not there!
We searched through almost few hundreds of vcds/dvds and yet its still missing.
The staff confirmed that there was still ONE piece in stall!
But again. Its missing. In the end, we left with a giddy head and NO VCD.

Nothing else special for the day. =)

Sometimes it is good that there is nothing special to mention, as special events may not always be a happy event.

♥ I'm still missing...

12:52 AM

Thursday, June 14, 2007

Recently, history keeps repeating itself.
However, every night there would be a peaceful end to it.

Happenings today? (13th June)
Passport -> XPRO -> Visa and Medical issues (both of us)-> .......
Medical test results:
Weight= 4x.xkg and Height= 16x (All below my expectations)
It was so troublesome to settle these two issues plus the sum involved. Wow.
We almost ran through the whole town area today.

Next up, Fantastic Four!
I was so absorbed, that i tot it lasted for more than 2 hours.
But, it only lasted for 1hr 15mins.
Super short for a "marvel-branding" movie.
Hmmm, should i be surprised or shocked?

Ooo, if history keeps repeating, i am sure i will be on the right track towards my targets.
It then all ended with a simple stay over again.

Coming up next, STUDIES:

"False image": taken long ago in UNSWAsia Library

Tears made me understood your meaning.

♥ I'm still missing...

1:05 AM

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

The day was hectic.
So much to do, yet so little time. (everything was so so administrative)

It all started off real badly.
Never was there such a huge explosion...
It was scary for that split second.
I was suddenly brought back to the past for that moment.
I noe i haf overstepped my borders as well.
I wonder were my words too harsh? but i am just reacting "naturally" to the comments.
What the ending will be like?? Its a question mark till now. I hope for...

Fortunately, the rest turns out better.
Enjoyed my simple dinner plus simple day out plus the simple short stay.

I am here now, so will i be in the future. Its your choice to believe.

♥ I'm still missing...

1:15 AM

Monday, June 11, 2007

Just curious ?
Does it works ?

♥ I'm still missing...

2:58 AM

Finally. It's all set to go.
Its not as hard as i imagined it to be...
Purpose, Objective of this place....

Isn't this blog so me? Pink and "Glamour" ?

Next up, who shall be the ones reading?
I really wonder...

"More people = More restricted you have to be" Tan S. (2007)

♥ I'm still missing...

2:41 AM